March 18, 2011

Darren Fitzgerald: Book Review

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In the past year I’ve become a volunteer for POAC, Parents of Autistic Children in Brick, NJ, primarily in the area of fundraising (strangely, I find I deeply enjoy asking people to part with money for a good cause).  Recently, a prominent member of the organization emailed me and requested I promote a close local friend of his, Darren Fitzgerald, on my blog.  It seems that Mr. Fitzgerald, although having no connection to autism other than his relationship to this POAC member, has decided to donate a portion of the proceeds from his published book to our organization.  Since I’ll promote anyone who wants to add to POAC’s coffers other than possibly Mel Gibson or Charlie Sheen (and even they’re negotiable), I was happy to comply.  So, I googled him (yes, I know how to do that all by myself), found his website, (here),and began to delve into both his personal and professional story.

I quickly learned his book is about the supernatural.  Bonus.

For those of you not aware I won second prize in the seventh grade science fair for my innovative interpretations of the inner workings of ESP, I will have you know I am a bona fide fan of all things unworldly.  My love for the genre embraced both “straight” sci-fi and horror, with my predilection for the former being mostly satisfied by Ray Bradbury and Isaac Asimov, and my penchant for the latter being fulfilled by the master himself, Stephen King.  I spent more than a few nights during my childhood immersed in my covers with my tiny flashlight reading these works way past my bedtime (I suspect now my mother was aware of my transgressions), scaring myself silly, and rendering myself exhausted for the next school day.  Suffice it to say, I am well-versed in the literary aspect of the supernatural.

I know.  I was such a cool kid.

After perusing Darren’s website, I was happy to discover a link that took me to an excerpt of his story (I got to click the pages of a fake book to read the first chapter, is there nothing this new-fangled technology can’t do?).  I admit I was immediately drawn in, his writing style engrossing me enough to even make me forget my favorite show on the Food Network was about to broadcast.  His work chronicles the story of a “truly menacing and malevolent force that could cause serious harm and wanton destruction at a moment’s notice”, and of course, I was immediately hooked after reading both that gripping description, and the first page of his book.  I whipped through the first chapter provided to me, captivated by compelling characters, a well-developed plot line, and most importantly to me, the story’s inherent credibility, as it took place during his childhood in his own central Jersey home.  Long story short, I’ll be purchasing this author’s literary debut with glee, and not just because he’s contributing part of the proceeds to POAC.

Here’s some more great news.  There’s even an upcoming sequel.

So, if you’re in the mood for what appears to be an edge-of-your-seat  supernatural thriller, please visit Darren Fitzgerald’s website at:   http://hurleypond.com/bios.html and show him some love.

While you’re at it, you’ll be “showing the money” to POAC as well.  To you, readers, a most heartfelt thank you in advance!

February 15, 2011

Ninety-Nine Questions

Posted in AMT's Faves, My Take on Autism tagged , , , , , , at 9:18 pm by autismmommytherapist

Several decades back, more years ago than I care to admit, I was a young girl growing up in the suburbs of Jersey, dividing my time between school, family, friends, the beach, and a good book. Most of those reads were fiction, with special appearances from Ray Bradbury and Isaac Asimov, the lovely gentlemen who colluded to help me fulfill my adolescent sci-fi fetish. A Wrinkle in Time, My Friend Flicka, The Egypt Game, and anything Nancy Drew were considered trusted friends, a lovely way to get through an afternoon in an era where texting and the internet were as yet distant dreams. There were, of course, a few interlopers into my fantasy/fiction mix. These infiltrators were the books based on the lives of famous women my mom encouraged me to read, which I secretly did, although I pretended to regard them with utter disdain and banish them to the corner of my room.

I was twelve, and they were from my mother. I’m sure by now she’s forgiven me.

One of those biographies was based on the life of Amelia Earhart, who even among such giants as Elizabeth Cady Stanton, Susan B. Anthony, and Harriet Tubman, left a considerable impression on my as yet unraised consciousness. I was impressed by the bold way in which Earhart lived her life, her continual forays into domains previously dominated by men, her survival of a somewhat tumultuous childhood, the fact that she preferred to wear pants. I was hooked on her life well before I got to the denouement, that fateful trip concluding over the Bermuda Triangle where she and her navigator Fred Noonan seemingly disappeared, vanishing into the gray-green seas that seemed to swallow them whole, without mercy.

I remember thinking that up to this point in my young life, I had pretty much solved the mysteries of my particular universe. Santa and the Easter Bunny had been thoroughly debunked. I understood that my little brother would continue to mess with my stuff for the remainder of my childhood, simply because he could. Certainly, I hadn’t quite resolved the whole concept of death and the afterlife yet, but I figured I had time, and if everyone was wrong, I’d just get to sleep.

Even at twelve, sleep was a good thing.

I recall moving on from biographies to boys around that point, and I literally shelved the fate of Amelia Earhart along with that of the suffragettes, figuring we’d never really know her true ending, would have to relegate this mystery, along with why My So-Called Life was canceled after one season, to the ages. I admit, at the time, not having closure to the conundrum of her last whereabouts bothered me. Since it had happened in 1937 however, more than forty years before my adolescence, an absolute ETERNITY of years to my younger self, I assumed the mystery would never be resolved. Apparently, I’d just have to live with that unsatisfying ending.

The experience would be good practice for the future.

As it turns out, the universe may have granted me a reprieve on this one, as a half a million dollar investigation has recently led to the discovery of a mirror, button, zipper, and several shards of bone on the remote island of Nikumaroro, a location almost thousands of miles south of Hawaii. Despite the fact that the Brits managed to lose track of a skeleton discovered on this tiny postcard of land just three years after the crash (I’ve since forgiven them as there was a world war going on after all), this miraculous find may lead to a definitive answer regarding Earhart and Noonan’s combined fate. It’s been seventy years, millions and millions have been spent on an attempt at reaching a final truth, and to date, there are naysayers who claim it’s impossible for any conclusion other than that a confluence of unfortunate circumstances relegated these two brave souls to the vast and unforgiving waves of the Pacific. Their dual demise, and what caused it, as yet remains ambiguous.

Remind you of any other universal uncertainties?

Yesterday I watched as my almost eight-year-old child conducted his own exploration that wielded for him exquisite treasure, namely an infant’s toy he hasn’t played with in years, one summarily abandoned by his own brother during the decade prior. He had been in what I like to call “bear stage” all morning, with nothing appeasing him, consumed by the demons in his mind that render him alternately mired in his perseverations and engulfed in despair, or anger, from time-to-time. Usually, when he’s a captive to these moods, I try to derail him from his compulsions to reorganize and recatologue because he can’t ever seem to force his configurations into coherent order. His attempts, sadly, seem only to leave him in greater distress.

This morning, however, I’m also dealing with his somewhat cranky sibling, and I’ve left him to the comfort of the closet, where indeed his needs seem to be sanctified. He has unearthed this tiny remnant of his childhood, is cupping it happily in his hands, repeating its siren song of beeps into his ear over, and over, and over. He is immediately transformed by his discovery, replete with joy at this memento from his “youth”. This tiny plastic cube, with its accompanying keys and sonorous noises will, while not solving what caused it, keep his dark side at bay for a while. Its acquisition is palliative, not remotely contributing to the origin of why on this day he requires either order, or the discovery of an old friend, to dissipate his gloom.

In just a few more months, the DNA results from those infinitesmal scraps of bone from that remote patch of land may yield proof of origin, an absolute certitude that only science can fully render. Even if those fragments lead to a positive identification of those fearless explorers we will never know for certain the cause of their crash, how long they lived in exile, how they died, their last thoughts on earth. We will never really know the whole story.

The news is also full these days of possible reasons for the birth of autism, theories touting rogue mitochondria, vaccines, or the overuse of cell phones by multi-tasking mothers, while embryonic cells do their job of replicating to completeness in a darkened womb. Perhaps one day I’ll know how this situation came to pass for this particular child, what possible combinations of genes and environmental influences combined to alter the connections in his brain, and the trajectory of our family’s life. In the future, I may have a name for the culprit and its companions, or the reasons for the derailment of synapses gone awry. I know that ultimately Justin’s mind holds the key to this discovery, and it is some solace to me that perhaps someday I might know the pathway to this disorder, the steps that occurred to bring us to this often impossible place.

But I am remain aware, that even if I one day comprehend the science, I will never know exactly why.

January 11, 2011

“They Like Me, They Really Like Me”

Posted in Fun Stuff tagged , , , , , , at 9:29 pm by autismmommytherapist

So, last week I became a recipient of the “Stylish Blogger Award”, which doesn’t carry quite as much weight as a Pulitzer, but to me is a far more substantial win than that trophy I took home for second place in the seventh grade spelling bee (damn that “j” in pejorative). I was particularly tickled to receive it on two counts, the first being that it was awarded to me by a blogger who pens Professor Mother Blog, whose writing I’ve recently discovered and found to be quite insightful, honest, and funny (pretty much my prerequisites for anyone I read these days). The second reason I was pleased was that I found myself in quite illustrious company with the other award recipients, who were Diary of a Mom, Elvis Sightings, and unOtherOne, respectively.

Of course, my delight lasted approximately thirty-two seconds as I realized part of accepting the prize (okay, completely fake award, but work with me here) would mean responding to it on my own blog. This wasn’t an issue per se, but said response would also have to include cutting and pasting of images, and Dare I Speak Its Name, the creation of several hyperlinks. Given that there was the strong possibility my husband might be out-of-town by the time I got around to posting this, I have to admit I was a bit worried about my acceptance speech.

Look, I’m only insecure about technology, driving, and cooking (although the latter is more of an aversion that borders on learned helplessness). Hell, I’m a firm believer that we all have something.

Anyway, I’m giving this a try, and in order to fully accept my prize I am required to post seven things you don’t already know about me, then tap three (okay, I chose four, sue me) other bloggers and pass this award off to them. So ladies and gentlemen, read on (I know, the suspense is killing you):

1) While I was a fairly mediocre French major (although gifted at European café-drinking and train travel), I remain completely fluent in “Ubby-Dubby” (Ubif yubou dubon’t bublubieve mube, gubive mube uba cuball).

2) When holed up in my room as a child (probably blowing off my homework) I read every piece of sci-fi I could get my hands on (Ray Bradbury, you will always have a little piece of my teen-aged heart).

3) I am (sort of) double-jointed. It is not nearly as interesting as it sounds.

4) My favorite pre-married New Year’s Eve was spent at a Hofbrauhaus with my travel-pal-Sal in Munich when I was twenty, where there really was no language barrier a good lager couldn’t transcend.

5) While I have serious issues with organized religion and deeply question the existence of an afterlife (as in REALLY, can’t I just sleep through eternity, is that SO MUCH TO ASK), I am however completely convinced there are ghosts, and watch Ghost Hunters with complete fascination even when it’s not Halloween.

6) I’d tell you my two favorite foods, but I think it’s pretty clear by now what they are (HINT: one contains cocoa, one is poured).

7) When I am pissed-off at the world I get in my car and rock out to tunes from Evita, Stevie Nicks, and “Lady Marmalade” from Moulin Rouge. I find it is impossible to stay angry for long when singing a song about prostitutes at the top of my lungs.

I am going to diverge from the “rules” a bit and pass this along to a few of my faves, and am choosing only one autism site. The rest are blogs/sites that have nothing to do with autism or disabilities per se:

There’s No Welcome to Autism Packet, What Now?

Style Epiphany

A Simple Kinda Life

KaitlinORiley

The first three women were incredibly helpful to me when I first started out in the blogosphere, and although I didn’t understand most of the suggestions they offered to increase my traffic, the ones I was able to decipher did make a difference. They are also lovely people and have fun sites, check them out when you can.

The last woman on this list happens to be one of my nearest and dearest from high school on, and is a fantastic (and published!) writer. Her genre is historical romance, I love her work, and recommend her highly. Aside from being a good read, her books are a fantastic escape, something we all need once in a while (or, if you’re me, quite often).

So check these sites out when you can, and thanks again Professor Mother Blog!